(Right Now) Broken Angel
[verse1]
They’re coming up again,
These walls she puts up to protect
Everything she is, from everyone elseShe doesn’t know it yet
But she’ll know it by the end of the night
She’s got a guy out there who can make it feel all right[pre-chorus]
He’ll be there every…
My mate Rodney is a lyrical genius
That feeling when you let someone in that little bit and instead of them pitying you like you expect, they admire you instead. It’s like being hugged for the first time. New, unexpected, comforting and so incredible
What's wrong with our society.
- Kim Kardashian: I'd like to marry this dude and spend $10 million dollars on a publicity wedding please oh and then 72 days later I'd like a divorce
- America: Well sure why not?
- Britney Spears: I want to get hitched in a chapel in Vegas and have the marriage annulled fifty-five hours later because I didn't know what the hell I was doing
- America: Whatever you want!
- Carmen Electra: I want to get married in Vegas to this basketball player and then annul the marriage nine days later cuz we were both drunk lololololololololol
- America: Okay, sounds like fun!
- Gay couple: We would like to get married and spend our lives together and possibly adopt unwanted children to give them a good home and -
- America: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU IDIOTS THAT IS DISGUSTING AND WRONG YOU DEFILE THE SANCTITY OF MARRIAGE SO GTFO
My lunch #lunch #omnomnom #asianfood (Taken with instagram)
Having the worst fucking day
I kept fainting this morning, they made me go home. I had to wait yet again for the doctor. It took well over an hour to get in to see him. Now have an appointment with a cardiologist tomorrow. Get home and receive an email from my boss saying he wants to discuss my ongoing employment.
I’ve only had four shifts, still learning and it sounds scarily like I’m getting fired. I went to work even though I’ve collapsed almost daily for a week. Is that not dedication? Can’t I catch a fucking break?
I’m incredibly unwell, behind on my schoolwork and now I might be fired when I can’t think of a single thing I’ve done wrong? This sucks.
What has two thumbs and is giddily, insanely happy?
This girl
What Have You Done To Me?
I’ve never felt so drawn to someone I don’t really know. I get to know people before I have feelings for them, I don’t get these instantaneous crushes. And yet here I am blushing when someone so much mentions your name and looking for you in every room I enter. And I hardly know you at all.
If I were ten maybe I’d write your name in a notebook over and over, send you a note asking you to tick yes or no if you like me. It would be so much simpler. But I’m almost 18, not ten. I’ve spoken to you for all of one minute, and even that took more courage than a conversation has ever required of me. I’ve gotten to know your brother, your best mate and still I don’t know how to approach you. I’ve always known what to do in these situations. Had some nerves but usually an insane amount of confidence in myself. Now I’m absolutely fucking clueless and shy, the complete opposite of myself.
We have similar interests, you have traits I’ve always liked in guys. You’re into video games and anime and you can play more than one instrument and you even take art, so I know there is so much we could talk about and yet I can’t say a word. My friends are making fun of me, I feel so self-conscious. I second guess everything about myself. Does my profile picture seem to shallow? Is this status funny? Is my skirt an ok length? Does he hate that I have a pixie cut? Does your brother mention me? Does it mean anything if I see you looking at me? Did you know my name before I added you on facebook?
Fuck I hate this. I wish I didn’t like you. It’d be easier. “Never going to happen” is easier to bear than “What if it could?”
Beautiful Strange
An anachronistic girl who loves art, books and anything beautifully strange.
